High pressure, intense, almost feel like your losing your mind is what the grind feels like. When you see a bottle of liquor when the days over you should definitely think “I need a drink” because your day took a piece out of you that you wont ever see again. That means you are doing it right. If you are not your leaving money on the table. Don’t believe the kindergarten teacher that you can do it, listen to the naysayers who say you can’t because if you convince yourself you aren’t good enough, then you are inspired to become good enough. Then at that point, you will separate yourself form everyone. You will rise up. Just remember every moment of your life if your not trying to do something that betters yourself somebody else is and they are beating you to the punch while you sit there and jerk off.